ive had the..
blackest of tears,
blackest of hearts,
meaningless minds,
meaningless kisses,
try to break me,
i dare you,
ive been through it all,
ive had the...
blackest of tears,
blackest of hearts,
meaningless minds,
meaningless kisses....
i am who i am today because of all the times you yelled at me, or fround at me. i am who i am today because of all the times you spanked me, or raised a hand at me.
and i am who i am today because u destroyed me! and the only reason i turned out so good, is because i held on to the one day i will have the chance to never see you again....
i feel its cold, steel, metal grip on my soul.
it vibrates off my bones, giving my body the mind numbing fear of sarrow.
the comfort of your love no longer exists, no longer holdding me up like the wings of a butterfly, no longer the joy in my own personal hell.
death now has a spot in my mind, suicide joined at its side.
i sow myself shut from lifes everlasting fammon.
my weakness is holding my heart, like and iron knifes blade to the hilt.
please heal thee scars you have opened up, like a band-ade taken off a fresh incision.
come join me in my personal hell....would you?....please?
king,
monarch,
evil stare,
evil look,
evil welcome,
come unto hell,
rule against angels,
show ones evil,
show ones devil,
show ones death,
go unto him,
he who hates,
he who knows no love,
he who rules all hell, pain, and sorrow..
ive had the..
blackest of tears,
blackest of hearts,
meaningless minds,
meaningless kisses,
try to break me,
i dare you,
ive been through it all,
ive had the...
blackest of tears,
blackest of hearts,
meaningless minds,
meaningless kisses....
i am who i am today because of all the times you yelled at me, or fround at me. i am who i am today because of all the times you spanked me, or raised a hand at me.
and i am who i am today because u destroyed me! and the only reason i turned out so good, is because i held on to the one day i will have the chance to never see you again....
i feel its cold, steel, metal grip on my soul.
it vibrates off my bones, giving my body the mind numbing fear of sarrow.
the comfort of your love no longer exists, no longer holdding me up like the wings of a butterfly, no longer the joy in my own personal hell.
death now has a spot in my mind, suicide joined at its side.
i sow myself shut from lifes everlasting fammon.
my weakness is holding my heart, like and iron knifes blade to the hilt.
please heal thee scars you have opened up, like a band-ade taken off a fresh incision.
come join me in my personal hell....would you?....please?
king,
monarch,
evil stare,
evil look,
evil welcome,
come unto hell,
rule against angels,
show ones evil,
show ones devil,
show ones death,
go unto him,
he who hates,
he who knows no love,
he who rules all hell, pain, and sorrow..
im mormon and proud of it. i hate drama, im easy going,outgoing,and fun to be around. want to get to know mw just get at me. i love poetry and drawing, and i love to dance. i love the military, i want to join. and thats me!!
Favourite TV Shows
dont watch tv.
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
simple plan, good char., older music
Favourite Books
thirst, fallen series, the fallen, and many others
right now i dont really understand life, or why people judge before they know me, or even how you can throw the things back in my face that you do, but thats ok, because i understand me.. and thats way more important than understanding the world..